December 2010
From InZombiac
Discovering FuckYeahOctopus= best day of my life.
Day 30- Highs and Lows of this month
I don’t even feel like answering this. Everything was aight this month. I’m just glad I’m done with this fucking survey.
Day 29- Goals for the next 30 days
-Stay happy!
-Stick to my new years resolutions
-Do good on my finals
-Do well on my calarts audition
-Be positive :]
Day 28- Something that you miss
I miss a lot of things in life to be honest. I miss a lot of my old friends as well. I also really miss being in love. I guess that’s the thing I miss the most, as lame as that is, though it is quite common. I miss having someone there for you and just having someone there, I miss holding hands and all that lame shit. Okay, this is getting to lame. I’m gonna stop writing now haha
Day 27- A problem you have had
Recently, its been my weight. I know I have no reason to be insecure with my body, I know I’m perfectly healthy for my height at all. But then I look at myself in pictures and I feel disgusted, I don’t feel happy with myself. So now I’ve been debating if I should lose weight or not. I’ve been thinking about it for some time too. If I really decide to it will just be...
Day 26- What kind of person attracts you
Well, multiple things. Physically I like tall guys, preferably dark hair, green eyes would be nice although I’m not too pick about that, nice hands (which I have my own definition for) , having a nice sense of style, great smile? Eh, thats all I can think of for physical. As for everything else I like a person who’s open minded, likes music a LOT, but also has good taste in music,...
Day 25- Someone who fascinates you and why
As of right now, it’s Adolf Hitler. I’m reading Mein Kampf right now and ever since starting that book I want to know every single little detail about Hitler’s life. His story is just so interesting. His whole life was a messed up, twisted mission of vengeance, and it was all because of his father. Because of his father he had serious issues when people opposed his beliefs, his...
when someone sends you a bluntly flirtatious text.
leodicaprioswife:
Definitely have done this many times
Day 24- Your favorite movie and what it's about
Running With Scissors
-It’s also my favorite book. It’s a memoir based on the life of Augusten Burroughs, and how he ends up having to live with his mom’s psychiatrist (she’s bipolar) when he is only 13 or 14 years old. The psychiatrist is Dr. Finch, and his house is a complete wreck and totally random, he has two daughters that live at home, and he befriends one of them....
Day 23- Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who...
Win Butler: Mainly because he’s a good musician, and he’s really tall. And I like tall guys. I like his style a lot as well.
Sufjan Stevens: Yeah I know I lose some indie points for not knowing every word to all of his songs. But he’s adorable.
Rupert Grint: With this hairstyle I think he looks extremely attractive. Oh, and that guy next to him isn’t half bad either.
...
Day 23- Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who...
Win Butler: Mainly because he’s a good musician, and he’s really tall. And I like tall guys. I like his style a lot as well.
Sufjan Stevens: Yeah I know I lose some indie points for not knowing every word to all of his songs. But he’s adorable.
Rupert Grint: With this hairstyle I think he looks extremely attractive. Oh, and that guy next to him isn’t half bad either.
...
Day 22- How have you changed in the past 2 years?
Two years ago… I was 15. I’ve changed quite a bit in my opinion. I’m happier but more bitter. I’m cleaner but have more dirt on my hands. I’m more loving but more hating. I love myself more but I hate that I’ve seen what horrible things I’m truly capable of. My mom lost her job, we had to move in with my aunt for the second time, I had to stop taking cello...
Day 21- One of your favorite shows
I’m not gonna lie, I have a lot of shows that I love. Mainly HBO shows such as: True Blood, Big Love, Six Feet Under, Flight of the Conchords, Funny or Die, Curb Your Enthusiasm etc. I’m not saying they are the greatest shows out there, but they are interesting to me. Another show I like a lot is Grey’s Anatomy, which I am quite ashamed to admit, because I know it’s really...
Day 20- How important you think education is
I plan on going to college no matter what, so that’s already a clear sign as to how important it is. I think getting an education is one of the most important things in your life. It’s kind of the foundation that will lead you and help you get to the destinations you want in life, depending on what that is. I really enjoy learning, and want to learn as much as possible in my life. And...
Day 19- Disrespecting your parents
What about it? We’ve all done it once in our lives. I mean I try not to do it as much as possible, its not like I get enjoyment out of disrespecting my mom or anything. But sometimes she just gets extremely irrational, or doesn’t pay attention to anything I’m saying, which is frustrating overall. I guess that’s all I have to say about that.
Day 18- Your beliefs
My beliefs? Well I’ve already discussed my religious beliefs on here. So that just leaves everything else. I mean there are a lot of things to have beliefs on. I guess I just have the “normal” beliefs. Like we are all equal as people and no one is considered to be less superior than the other, even though some people in the world today seem to still struggle with that a lot,...
Day 18- Your beliefs
My beliefs? Well I’ve already discussed my religious beliefs on here. So that just leaves everything else. I mean there are a lot of things to have beliefs on. I guess I just have the “normal” beliefs. Like we are all equal as people and no one is considered to be less superior than the other, even though some people in the world today seem to still struggle with that a lot,...
Day 17- Your highs and lows of this year
HIGHS:
Spain. Being alive. Learning a lot about myself. Making new friends. Oakes. camping with Annalise. Alumni concert. Symphonic Lit. That once in a lifetime event. Fucking coachella. Seeing my favorite band live. Seeing The Adicts again. Getting my license. Being apart of a gay parade. Umm that’s all I can think of for now.
LOWS:
Having an eye infection for almost all of summer....
Day 16- Your views on mainstream music
I hate most of it. From time to time there is a pop song I secretly end up loving, but besides those rare occasions I think most mainstream music is horrible.
Day 15- Your favorite tumblrs.
This is in no particular order
- Fuckyeahdykes
- Fuckyeahstruttingleo
- cuteboyswithcats
- adarkhorse
- givememypinkshirtback
I mean I could go on and on, but in all I like all of the tumblrs I follow, or else I wouldn’t be following them. I also haven’t been on here long enough to really decide which ones are my real favorites, but in time I will :]
Day 15- Your favorite tumblrs.
This is in no particular order
- Fuckyeahdykes
- Fuckyeahstruttingleo
- cuteboyswithcats
- adarkhorse
- givememypinkshirtback
I mean I could go on and on, but in all I like all of the tumblrs I follow, or else I wouldn’t be following them. I also haven’t been on here long enough to really decide which ones are my real favorites, but in time I will :]
Day 14- Your earliest memory.
Probably when I was like two or three and in preschool, I remember some girl punching me in the face because she felt like it. That resulted in me getting a black eye and my mom cussing out my day care. I guess that’s pretty depressing for my first memory of life, but oh well haha.
Day 13- A place you'd like to live or visit.
Place to live- After going to Spain I think it would be pretty tight to live there, or just anywhere in Europe really. But also I really want to go and live in San Fransisco, but I feel kind of lame saying that since it’s now the new “hip and happenin” place of this state. I mainly want to go there for the weather though, as well as the cultural diversity.
Place to visit- Umm I...
Day 12- Bullet your whole day
K so this was like Friday. I haven’t had much time to be here so I’ll bullet what I remember.
- Got up
- Rode the bus
- Didn’t practice in Independent Study
- Played unblock me and read Mein Kampf in Lit instead of paying attention to Frankenstien
- Lunch
- AP Spanish in the computer lab
- Rehearsal after school
- Dinner break/ hanging out with Puja
- Hanging out...
Day 10- Discuss your first love and first kiss
Oh lawd… here we go. I shall discuss both seperately.
First Kiss- Twas quite comical I must say, take it that I didn’t know what I was doing at all. One moment I’m saying yes to being his girlfriend and the next I’m being attacked, but it ended up being alright haha.
First Love- Ugh, so many things I could say about this. I was a sophomore in high school for starts, and...
Day 08- A moment you felt the most satisfied with...
This is a pretty difficult one. I mean life right now is pretty good. These past couple of years besides a few events have been quite wonderful. But I can’t say a specific moment in time.
Day 07- Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits...
Okay so I’m a Virgo. The main personality traits for that would be:
(copied and pasted by a we site about zodiacs)
The Virgo personality is a complex mix of intelligence, common sense, attention to detail, and commitment. This is a down-to-earth sign with a strong sense of responsibility, especially with regard to family and close friends. Although they are described as orderly and neat...
Day 06- 30 Interesting facts about yourself.
1. I hate talking about myself
2. I really love HBO shows
3. I’m a hopeless romantic
4. I cry very easily in movies
5. When I’m emotionally distressed I clean like a mad woman
6. I think I’m an awkward person
7. My favorite band is the Arcade Fire (if you haven’t noticed by now)
8. I’m always contemplating if I should be a vegetarian again or not
9. Sometimes...
Day 05- A time you thought about ending your life
Hmm, I don’t really like to talk about this, but yes there was a time. It was when I was in 7th and 8th grade, I became really depressed because I had a lot of trouble fitting in with people at school, and had a lot of family problems. I was pretty darn sure that I would slit my wrists in my bath tub and be glad to never see the light of day again, but then I started thinking about how...
Day 04- Your views on religion.
I consider myself a christian, and have been for about 3 years now. I came to believing in God for my own personal reasons, (the story is way too long to type out though so just ask me if you want to really know). Although I am religious, I don’t like to consider what I believe to be a religion, because when it comes down to it, it’s a relationship with God, the two are very different....
Day 03- Your views on drugs and alcohol.
I don’t do them, but it doesn’t really matter if my friends or people I know do them, just don’t pressure me. That’s all I really have to say about that, I simply do not see a point in doing drugs or alcohol.